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Demolition Fetish

by Lotus Eater Machine

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Zander
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Zander cattle decap for people who listen to the number twelve looks like you (i mean that in a good way if it's not obvious) Favorite track: Getting Dinner Reservations at Dorsia on Friday Night with Someone I Met Online.
Jake Boehmer
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Jake Boehmer so sick it's septic
Sludgewave
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Sludgewave I'm not sure what to call this other than sassy death-inclined mathcore Favorite track: The Best Way to End a Marriage is to Get Kidnapped for 15 Years.
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1.
Outside, It’s raining gasoline Toss all your cigarettes in the street so we can all feel the heat Selfie-stick in hand, throw yourself through the window Breath the glass, enjoy the view Coughing up ash and credit cards Children making angels In the ashes of their neighbors corpses
2.
Drowning at the bottom In a chain-link life vest Drowning at the bottom In a chain-link life vest Was it the siren who seduced me? Or the captain who abused me? Name tag anchors tied around our necks Chained to the bottom of the ocean Dressed like coffins Dancing on a burial plot I will take back my family’s eyes I will take back my family’s eyes I will take back my family’s eyes I will take back my family’s eyes now By your words, be marked and buried By your words, be marked and buried By your words, be marked and buried Only a beast knows how humans should be treated
3.
Lately, I’ve been... breathing concrete I’m bleeding sand like an hourglass in a fire Lately, I’ve been... spitting cement I’m bleeding sand like a playground at recess Lately, I’ve been breathing concrete Scraping the sounds off my tongue with a razor Lately, I’ve been spitting cement Drag this out through miles of glass and unanswered questions Was it the way you touched me? The way you punched me? The way you glanced at me? I’ll stay quiet And you’ll stay cold I’ll stay quiet And you’ll stay cold I’ll stay quiet And you’ll stay cold I’ll stay quiet And you’ll stay cold I jog through landmines and bite my tongue CTRL + ALT + Delete it, I swear I don’t need it CTRL + ALT + Deleted, I no longer taste it You’ll just stay cold You’ll just stay cold You’ll just stay cold You’ll just stay cold
4.
You look nothing like the pictures Oh honey, I’m so impressed That you're already liquored up And you aren’t even dressed yet And there’s coke on your phone If this is a contest of who can care less I’m walking away I am walking away Break the mirror Breathe the glass Hide your eyes Bite your tongue Wear the white dress Drink the red wine Ingest embarrassment She's not done… powdering her nose with the dust of my bones She's not done… painting her nails with my blood She’s not done with my bones She’s not done with my blood
5.
I’ve been one-eyed running through these weeks Drowning my head trying to the flood these memory banks Honey, your portraits been hanging in the back of my eyes But my nails aren’t sharp enough to take them out But my nails aren’t sharp enough to take them out I’ll give my eyes to the sun if it keeps the curtains drawn forever I think I’d rather go blind than see that you’re doing better You were a pretty coffin
6.
We were all marked: “return to sender” In bubble wrapped basements Denim patchwork hearts Studded engagement rings Stick-and-proke prose We’re all just candles in the wind Kamikaze pirates burning at both ends Stumbling in the darkness Searching for a purpose Driving into traffic Blackout automatic I just want to lick my wounds tonight or just let them bleed I will never make you proud
7.
If you had told me how long it would be Would it have been any easier? I’ve spent years Falling asleep to chemicals And dissonant frequencies Locked in a room with no windows Dancing with my shadows Imprinting my retina with the shit on the screen Isolated without human interaction Jacking off to flashing lights I dug my way out of over a decade One day at a time Caught by my own reflection I’ve become the beast that I once sought to destroy My lips belong to an old boy He smiles and says to me: "Laugh and world laughs with you Weep and you weep alone" It begs the question: Even if I’m no better than a beast Don’t I deserve to live? Even though I’m worse than a beast Don’t I deserve to live? I'll cut my fucking tongue off I'll be your fucking dog I'll never speak again I'll never speak again No matter the weight In water It sinks the same No matter the wait In water it sinks the same Revenge is good for your health But the pain will find you again Revenge is good for your health But the pain will find you again Revenge is good for your health But the pain will find you again
8.
Slave to your own genetics Bound by your own blood Caged bird Never left the nest Never took flight Tethered to the floor Seeking praise Lost in a bottle Slander the name of those you love Found in another’s flesh, right? Daddy’s got a new pair of jeans Oh, but daddy’s still got the same ol’ genes And whatever you do don’t step on my new black boots So gas the car Pedal to the metal, kid And the keep that foot off that fucking brake I’ve always rejected the world you've envisioned for me for me
9.
God, please tighten your grip around my throat I need to know if this is real I need to know if I can still feel Teach me how to drown in better ways Teach me how to suffocate through my days Teach me to drown Team me to suffocate All you ever do is hurt me And you never even learned to love yourself You’re all you have and you never even learned to like yourself
10.
Download a new god from the desert of the real Subscribe to a new savior, print his face on pieces of paper Empty their pockets and empty their heads God is in his heaven, all is right with the world

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released July 25, 2018

Recorded & Mixed by Dylan Slyvestor
Mastered by Geo Hewitt
Guitars, Synths, Noise: CJ Romeo
Drums: Andre Forero
Vocals, Lyrics, Visuals: Pete Dugdale

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Mathcore + Deathgrind

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